Beeped

Indeed it is a peculiar time. My mind is full of thoughts and I'm doing OK. I did not talk to Anna for many days. More than a week. And then on the third she beeped me. I talked to her for a while. She was happy to talk to me. She beeped me while I was at lunch. She actually beeped me again before I got to call her. Then I talked to her again on Friday. Mostly she was just interested in getting some information, but she did want to check my feelings see if I still loved her. And she was so happy to hear my voice. I could feel all of that. That is as it is. I left Natasha feeling unsupported. I don't know why I felt the need to do it, but I did.

Not even that much from it really.

I did think about my Win, Execute and Team. I did think about Anna. Anna comes as a fear to me when I'm in flight. I don't know why. Perhaps because of all that she represents. All of that hardness. I don't really think that I need any of that. I needed to get more done today. I feel like there was something missing today. A plan. That is what was missing. I spent a lot of time in photoshop and illustrator. They really can take up a lot of time. I don't get how they can take up so much time. But they do.