Monday, July 26, 2004

Tounament Talk

Watched A try on N's shoes. I watch how A and K show affection. A is the loving affectionate one, always touching and caressing K. It's so lovely to watch them. And K and N talk so much and I talk with her too. And that is all so divine so warm, so beautiful. Watched

I feel like such a lusty old geezer with them. I wish that I didn't have any sex drive. It is a desire with no reason and no benerit. I don't want it.

The feelings that I have are so nice. I feel so connected to these people. This is so much nicer. Having other people around makes the family vacation kind of nice in so many

Dasha won a silver medal. She is so awesome. Sasha was crushed totally and completely. It was sad for her. The kids like having friends on the vacation. More fun than just having each other.

I am having fun. The tournament was so exciting. Watching them fight. So much fun.

I just wanted to drop you a note and let you know how much fun I'm having. We are here in Florida. On the beach. Swimming in the ocean and having lots of fun. The ocean is so warm. We came for the tournament.

This is really one of the best times we've had. I would much rather be watching Judo tournaments than going to tourist traps. Combine that with some training and I'm a happy camper. Exercise.

I wish I could write something. I wish I could write. I suck at it and it frustrates me. I never do it. Just do it and you get better at it.

This trip to Ft. Lauderdale has been so wonderful.

Spending a vacation with other people is interesting. I should call work and make sure all is well.